I had the intentions to get up today but mentally I just don’t feel like it. I am comfortable so why move? I didn’t submit that artwork because quite honestly I didn’t like it. I cannot submit stuff that I don’t like to things. It was rushed, not properly planned and a low quality. I… Read More Another bed day.

I had a text from my GP with a link to referral form for talking therapy. Then an appointment for a blood test… fed up of those things. Talking therapy never worked for me previously and last time I got an assessment appointment for that service over 4 years ago I was told that my… Read More I know that people think they’re helping but they are not.

I was okish before daylight. I started to feel so depressed at just the thought of being awake for the day. It fills me with anxiety and feels overwhelming. I may not want the friendship back that fell apart but it’s had a huge impact on my health. I am more depressed than I have… Read More Woke up feeling depressed. 😦

We all didn’t do a lot today. I didn’t even go outside. I had pj’s on all day. I just changed into another set after my bath this evening. I feel better for the rest. It is difficult trying to keep up with the gym while feeling drained and just crappy a lot. I don’t… Read More Quiet on the TikTok, cat’s had a night off.