I walked down to my feet appointment today. The wind was freezing! It also keeps snowing? Wtf is up with the weather? It was hot last week and now its freezing! I went to get my nails done (getting used to typing with long nails). I haven’t had them done in over 3 years. I… Read More Wtf?
I can’t believe how different the weather was today in comparison to how it has been. I don’t like the cold. I got wet today when I got out the car (stupid me should have put my coat on). It isn’t just that I don’t like the cold, the weather triggered aches in my hand… Read More It has gone so cold!
I ache from yesterdays gym session so badly this morning. I didn’t sleep until really late. I woke up with a sore eye. The same eye that loses eyelashes in the corners. I have allergies at the moment which doesn’t help that issue. I can rest for a while but got things to do so… Read More Resting today… well most of the day.
I have been tipped off that my ex friend is saying horrendous things about me on her TikTok account. I have asked for proof. If I see proof (despite not wanting to see it really) I will be showing my negative bpd revenge side. The reasons why I got labelled when younger will be very… Read More Friendly warning if the rumours are true.
I finally got to the gym. I had no energy when I first woke up this morning so I thought that I weren’t even going to get stuff done at home. I had a long nap with the cats and felt ok when I woke up. I got a few things done at home, went… Read More Today nearly didn’t go to plan.
Rant time! You know that you all love it! Anyway, I just put my gym stuff on ready to go the gym later. The sports bra that I bought literally couldn’t fit until I squeezed my boobs into the the cup parts. I hear all those with small boobs call me ungrateful. I am not… Read More I am absolutely fed up!
I am still not sleeping due to my ex friends actions. I was determined not to let things affect me but it isn’t that easy. It has affected me and I wish that they understood that the silent treatment isn’t helping my issues. I understood them more than most people ever have in life. I… Read More Things affect me.
I don’t know if it is an age thing or I have finally cracked the secret code of networking and getting the basic respect that a human deserves. I am no longer ignored as much or treated like crap. I have started sticking up for myself too rather than letting people get away with mistreating… Read More I am not sure how it worked but I did it 🙂
I decided that I could rest today after my efforts this past week. I also got my body telling me that it wasn’t happy. I swell up around the middle when that happens. I probably need to eat more calories as I look like I have podged up again on a calorie deficit. I don’t… Read More I had to rest today. Stress bloat 😦
I woke up in the middle of the night again. I then can’t get back to sleep which is annoying. I seriously need to work on sleeping longer and try not to wake up during the night (if that is possible). I was knocked out after my walking this week. I woke up from a… Read More Sleep is really awful at the moment.