I don’t do love, valentines day or whatever. I am not a killjoy but I just have never been interested in being in a relationship. In that department I effectively a virgin. I had sex a few times but one was merely to get pregnant and the other was a stupid mistake when I was… Read More I am not experienced in relationships.

I had to let the cats in at a stupid hour. Then the owls decided to hoot loudly nearby my window for half an hour at quarter to 4 this morning. I had too much in my head to sleep anyway. I am thinking about phone appointment which is making me anxious. I feel like… Read More Sleep isn’t happening tonight. Too much overwhelming madness.