I am just about to go the gym for a bit. I probably won’t do a lot as today has been one hell of a struggle. I constantly kept falling asleep. I was feeling very bloated and uncomfortable too. I am told by my app that I am supposed to be ovulating so it is… Read More Fighting the struggle, not sure which side is winning.
I am quite pissed off right now because I had just fallen asleep and the cat woke me up wanting to come inside. He is still being a pain by making chirpy noises and strolling around being destructive. I am hoping that he has an energy dip and falls asleep because that will mean I… Read More Truth bomb.
I don’t feel like my life is my own. I woke up to my mother ringing my landline number repeatedly to wake me up. I feel really sick today but she needs my help with the car so I have to go over. I don’t have to cook food but I am still fed up.… Read More I’m fed up of everything!
I just can’t sleep at night and constantly sleep/wake all day so barely getting any proper sleep. I have no control how certain situations are affecting me. I have had the fact that I have to move when they sell this place in the near future keeping me awake for a while now. That isn’t… Read More It is affecting my sleep.
I realise that I haven’t said anything productive for the last few days because I have been top tired to string sentences together. I feel up to writing a topic now. I often totally baffle others when it comes to how I view things. I intend to do the same now. There is a vast… Read More There is a fine line between mental health issues and narcissism.
I woke up feeling awful. The tiredness is still ridiculous. I even slept during the night. I seriously need energy to mop the floors, iron and clean up flat but I don’t have it. I can’t leave it like that so I am going to sleep for a few more hours.
I actually fell asleep with the cat earlier but woke up with a headache. I am very relaxed so will probably fall asleep after posting this entry. I have taken a painkiller for headache which normally knocks me out. I put hemp sleeping oil on my face which also has a calming effect. I think… Read More I feel a lot better.
I am on a walk but managed to get out while it was still light despite it getting dark on my walk. I got some sleep too. That is a slight improvement. I get a message on our forced adoption page but I am not working during my me time. I got asked to share… Read More I managed to see daylight and get sleep today.
I didn’t sleep again after an extremely restless night. Mister keeps putting his paw on my shoulder while asleep on pillow next to me (don’t know why he doesn’t normally). I look a mess right now. I am sure that I have gained weight again. I don’t think it is all bloat. I keep feeling… Read More Restless night again 😦
I was so tired the entire day and woke up tired that I no longer care about seeing daylight. I need a rest. I don’t know why I am like this but the best I can do is work around it. I have to do things when I do have some energy and sleep when… Read More I don’t even care about seeing daylight anymore.