In bed by half 10… absolutely exhausted.

I was too exhausted to finish all the housework that I had left. I ended up dragging myself to bed at about 10 pm. I pushed myself harder than ever this week. I don’t think that I have lost weight yet but I sure as hell ache from the effort I have put in. I try not to push too hard because it affects how my mind functions. Brain fog is irritating but also limited energy to do tasks can be worse. I don’t have very tidy surroundings but it is cleaner. I ran out of energy so it will have to wait until tomorrow. I still need enough to go the gym tomorrow too. I don’t know if anyone else has a random pain in the same place but I am going to mention it. I am worried due to it happening for a few seconds several times this week. I get anxious about getting illness sorted in this climate due to doctors not seeing patients etc. I am hoping that it sorts itself out and isn’t something that I need to get sorted. I keep getting shooting pains for just a few seconds on the left side of the bottom of my lower abdomen. It only happens for a few seconds but this week it has come on more regularly. It has only started happening recently within the last few months. I just don’t want to have to try to get treatment while it is hard to even get a doctors appointment. I try not to get ill but I can’t control everything.

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