The randomness of my new attitude and how sudden it has come on is crazy. This is also going to sound really arrogant and self centred but I have finally learnt to love myself and not put up with any outside bullshit. I will not be giving my love and attention to anyone else again unless they treat me as the queen that I am. I am the shit. Unless another realises that then love/attention will not be given. Others will now have to prove that they deserve it from now on. I am a gem and an asset to have in your life. I give the world and love unconditionally. I put 100% into everything. I just want that in return for once. I am a star in a world full of emotionally uncaring fake stones! … can’t see that? The door will be slammed behind all those that can’t!