The randomness of my new attitude and how sudden it has come on is crazy. This is also going to sound really arrogant and self centred but I have finally learnt to love myself and not put up with any outside bullshit. I will not be giving my love and attention to anyone else again… Read More New rules that are going to sound a little bit selfish.

I haven’t had alcohol in 2 days so far. I have got a lot more done than normal since actually making an effort to be awake during the day. Then I stay up too late after napping briefly at someone else’s house. I am still tired enough to fall asleep quite quickly but its still… Read More I still messed up my new pattern.