I went for a long walk to forget about everything. I am now ready for a long new week. It is definitely going to be a long week. I have decided that I am no longer going to drink alcohol. Resisting the urge to buy it is always difficult over the first few weeks. I… Read More I have a long week ahead of me. Repeated numbers are becoming constant.

I am aware that this sounds pathetic but that is who I am after all the trauma in my life. I am not coping without my favourite person. I have learned my lesson. I will NEVER do anything like I did ever again if I am given a second chance to be in their life.… Read More I need my favourite person back.

I know that I shouldn’t be reading tarot before I try to sleep because I will never settle. I now can’t settle due to what they told me. The hope is gone completely at this point. I am fed up of being in friendships whIch always seem to have conditions attached to them. I love… Read More The tarot tells me everything.