I am slowly waking up today. This is reluctantly to take medication, eat something and feed the cats. I am working up to getting dressed. I drank a glass of water to wake up properly. I can relax for a bit now that the cats are fed. They won’t be bugging me until this evening… Read More I don’t like being awake yet.

It is nearly 5 am. I am highly doubtful that I will get to sleep at this point. I had a good work our, came home, had a bath, some food and then alcohol. I don’t feel drunk but still miss my friend so this is the easiest way to block that out. I won’t… Read More No sleep again.