I am sure that many people have an opinion about what I did in an attempt to help. Many people I know have an opinion. Most say that they would never speak to me again if they were the other person involved. This is exactly why society is such a mess. We are all so… Read More This is exactly what is wrong with our society.

I think that I only had about 3 hours sleep in total last night. I had my massage this morning. I then went to the gym (despite being told not to do much after my appointment). I stick to my plans and do whatever I can do. I have a lot of housework to do… Read More I knew today was going to feel long.

I know that it seems ridiculous that I am so on edge and can’t sleep due to what happened. I have apologised. I can’t beg any more than I already have done. I have a mind like a child. I am basically extremely simple. How is it fair to hate me for making an honest… Read More I can’t settle again.

Apologies, I am extremely tired so probably won’t make much sense trying to explain something that seems ridiculous to others. I wished hard not to see repeated numbers for valid reasons. I am truly afraid of them. I saw repeated numbers in all the parts of my life which caused me trauma. They first started… Read More I fear repeated numbers for a valid reason.