I am far too tired to be awake today. I feel like death. I have totally fell off the gym wagon. I have really awful skin, it has gone scabby, itchy and dry. I barely want to leave my flat let alone do anything. I don’t want to be around people. I just don’t have the energy for social interactions. I just want to stay in bed. That is the only place where I feel comfortable and safe. I need to be out of here in a few months so I can’t hide away for long.