Day: January 10, 2022

  • Double numbers and everything seems weird at the moment.

    I have seen 2222 for the last week or more when I have randomly looked at my mobiles screen. I know what this means. This always happens when I lose someone for good. That is why I don’t want to see the repeated numbers. They never mean anything good. I don’t care if the other […]

  • Just no… noo noo.

    I am far too tired to be awake today. I feel like death. I have totally fell off the gym wagon. I have really awful skin, it has gone scabby, itchy and dry. I barely want to leave my flat let alone do anything. I don’t want to be around people. I just don’t have […]

  • Why should I see it from others perspectives but they won’t do the same?

    I am always being lectured about seeing the other persons point of view. This is constantly what is uttered in your ear as an autistic person. I am badly being affected by what has happened. I didn’t sleep again and I am extremely tired. The place is a mess and that is stressing me out. […]

  • I automatically sabotage relationships.

    I always sabotage friendships etc when I perceive rejection even if it isn’t actually the other person rejecting me. During the Christmas period when my friend distanced themselves … they decided to spend those few days offline. I knew it wasn’t personal but I still took it personal. That is why I did what I […]