I haven’t had a bath for two days (I know it sounds yuck). I had to save the energy that I had which wasn’t a lot due to insomnia for the last two nights. I can only get small naps throughout the day. I have drank far too much alcohol. That doesn’t help to get to sleep. I can feel the damage that daily alcohol consumption is doing to my skin. I need to address a comment that I got on a TikTok video. I cannot simply focus on myself because I do not see myself as a person. I was born only to serve the needs of others. Yes I may do my hair and other beauty stuff but that is because as a woman on social media promoting whatever awareness there are certain expectations of how you must physically look. Walking cyber robots mentality rather than routed in self love or any self worth.