I have been better. I also don’t see myself as a person.

I haven’t had a bath for two days (I know it sounds yuck). I had to save the energy that I had which wasn’t a lot due to insomnia for the last two nights. I can only get small naps throughout the day. I have drank far too much alcohol. That doesn’t help to get to sleep. I can feel the damage that daily alcohol consumption is doing to my skin. I need to address a comment that I got on a TikTok video. I cannot simply focus on myself because I do not see myself as a person. I was born only to serve the needs of others. Yes I may do my hair and other beauty stuff but that is because as a woman on social media promoting whatever awareness there are certain expectations of how you must physically look. Walking cyber robots mentality rather than routed in self love or any self worth.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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