Day: January 9, 2022

  • I have been better. I also don’t see myself as a person.

    I haven’t had a bath for two days (I know it sounds yuck). I had to save the energy that I had which wasn’t a lot due to insomnia for the last two nights. I can only get small naps throughout the day. I have drank far too much alcohol. That doesn’t help to get […]

  • I don’t want what I keep saying!

    I tried so hard to disconnect and say that I didn’t want the friendship that I lost. I am totally faking it. I can’t pretend any longer. I am just sinking further into bad habits the longer there is no contact between us. I got a lot out of that connection and I don’t want […]