I have decided that I am not going to make a TikTok video aimed at my ex friend who refuses to speak to me. I was prepared to say all the fighting talk because I was hurt but it really isn’t worth it. I don’t want them to never talk to me again. Some things are not worth stirring up. I am just going to take the things they said as them being angry about what I did. If I go up against that then it will be like adding explosives onto a fire. Then they will just rage every time they think of me. I want to repair things, not bait them. I just want them to come back into my life after they have calmed down (that might take a good while). We may never be besties because of whatever but at least we can do what we used to via TikTok on videos because that was fun. I don’t like things the way that they are at the moment. I want them to forgive me and come back into my life. I feel like getting them back for what they said about me but it isn’t a great idea. That won’t help anyone move forward. I won’t get forgiven and we will never reconnect.