End the pettiness…

It has been nearly 2 weeks since someone got angry with me and decided to cut me off. I blocked them first and came back but they also blocked me due to being angry about what I had done. I miss them and the way we used to piss around on TikTok. The pettiness is getting very old now. I know that I was a complete idiot etc but do I deserve not to be spoken to again? I know that I broke the trust but we won’t get passed those issues if the person doesn’t unblock me and talk to me again. There is no way that the anger is still flowing at this point! I put a lot of effort into the friendship. I sent them something. May I remind them that they never sent me anything? They make things for people but I never got anything. I am sorry if I have the face of a pug dog and it doesn’t make people attractive to me. I looked so ugly when I was born that apparently they thought I looked downs. That would explain why I am naturally frumpy regardless how much weight I lose. Genetically I am built unlovable. I also have an unloveable brain because others punish me for my thought patterns. I am never good enough so I get put on the back burner or pushed out completely. I am sick of it!