I have said that I am not innocent in several conversations between me and people I know. I never elaborated because I would just end up being looked at as an evil bitch. I was the definition of one when I was younger. I am still living out the karma because it is what I… Read More This is the reason why I deserve bad karma.

I barely slept last night. I woke up with barely any battery in my phone because I was scrolling through TikTok and it was left playing a video which drains the battery. Despite everything that has happened recently, I haven’t had alcohol since just after Christmas. I am managing to stick to it but it… Read More I still feel wrecked.

I am wrecked since I watched that video on TikTok. The fact that I am just some random internet person when the friendship meant something to me cuts me to shreds emotionally. I wish that others could like me the way that I like them for once. I am fed up of meaning nothing to… Read More My head is wrecked right now.