I know that the weather is nice and bright with sun albeit a bit windy. I probably should be getting sunlight as my skin is quite itchy / dry at the moment. However, after a week of being up during the day I have reached exhaustion mode. I can’t do anything properly yet. I had… Read More Sensory overload today.

I really don’t see the point of putting myself through this torture of severe aches after exercise if I am no longer losing weight. I am going to start having smaller portions of food this week. I am rather bad at over indulging on breakfast cereal so that needs to be cut down. I have… Read More Severe aches after exercise.

The first week I have quit drinking has seen me gain another 2 lbs. I am stuck at the 180 lbs mark. Before someone says that muscle is replacing body fat. That hadn’t changed on the measure either. Ditching alcohol hasn’t helped matters. I feel more toned but I am still bigger than average. I… Read More Well things aren’t getting better.

I simply cannot stand the way my brain works sometimes. I woke up quite late. I cannot stand the thought of what I have to do today let alone have any desire to do it. I have taken my medication which hopefully gives me that push once it kicks in. I have been clinging on… Read More Functioning ’normally’ is difficult.

I was too exhausted to finish all the housework that I had left. I ended up dragging myself to bed at about 10 pm. I pushed myself harder than ever this week. I don’t think that I have lost weight yet but I sure as hell ache from the effort I have put in. I… Read More In bed by half 10… absolutely exhausted.

I did some of the housework that I planned to do but I just feel fed up today. I have decided to go the gym tomorrow now. I will just go out for a walk in a while before it gets dark. I have the most annoying brain fog today. I get times when I… Read More Brain fog and a general feeling of being fed up.

I got up for medication, breakfast and to feed the cats after Mimi woke me up at quarter to 7 this morning. I put my clothes on the radiator to warm them up while I got back into bed for a few hours. The cat came to join me (he likes to think of sleeping… Read More Sleep is the best thing ever. Both me and cat groaned at the thought of getting up.

I feel like putting out a controversial view today. I have met some awful people in my life but I don’t believe that people are born narcissist. I think that it is down to their life experiences. If they live in imbalance for long enough either in good fortune or bad then they start becoming… Read More I don’t believe in narcissists.

I woke up at quarter to 7. Mimi was tapping me on the arm for food. I got up to feed the cats. I got breakfast and took my medication. I put on the heating for a bit because it was cold when I woke up. I am not getting up for a few hours… Read More Awake but not functioning yet.

I ended up not getting to bed until 1 am. I was tired but once I got home from the gym and did a few bits, I was not getting up from the chair again for a few hours. Also, barely anyone has signed the petition to stop court ordered adoptions. I have shared it… Read More Things aren’t going to plan.