I am part of a few mental health communities online. I keep getting people saying their DM’s are always open if I need to talk. I know that they mean well but that’s not going to help. There is no point in talking when it doesn’t change anything. People mean well but they cannot help… Read More I don’t want to talk ok. It won’t help.
I found myself truly smiling for the first time in a long time the other week. That was since I got to know my new friend who now no longer wants to speak to me ever again. I can no longer truly smile now. I can’t even fake a smile. I just feel depressed and… Read More All the progress that I made is reversing.
I caught up with sleep but I am still extremely tired. I went out for the evening because I don’t want to be on my own. I didn’t have to cook so had more energy to do some housework. I have been better. I was not properly healed from things that had happened in my… Read More I have been better. Emotionally done…
I have barely slept. I don’t want the other person to never talk to me again. I unblocked their account on TikTok after I had emotionally settled down from yesterday. The settings still prevent any further contact being made. I was hoping that they would also have emotionally calmed down after yesterday. I can’t apologise… Read More I don’t want things to stay like this.
I went to bed early due to being upset and fed up. I still can’t sleep despite the fact that I have worn myself out crying. I am the kind of person who just doesn’t sleep until things are sorted out. The other person will never forgive me as they had no feelings for me… Read More I can’t sleep 😦
In case others wonder why I am a little off tonight … I am not ok. I am still rather upset about what was said to me earlier. I was just trying to help. I had the best intentions when I made the decision to do what I did. I didn’t deserve to basically be… Read More I am not ok.
I have just blocked my new friend on TikTok after she had a go at me for trying to do something with the intention of helping behind her back. I was watching corrie the other night where Abi’s kids came back to see her. They were adopted a while back. I knew that this person’s… Read More Crying … now I know the truth.
I am autistic so I am not always sure if I am being manipulated or not. I have just found out stuff about a new friend who I absolutely adored at first. I then start questioning whether they are manipulating me. I would like to think that they have changed from how they used to… Read More I don’t know if I am being manipulated…
I ate my Christmas Dinner at a relatives and had a few glasses of wine. I now feel uncomfortable and tired. I have spent the evening watching the television. I cleaned some of my flat up before I went out. I don’t think I will need to eat for a few days after the amount… Read More I can’t eat anymore! Too much food …
I accidentally found out the history of my new friend. I knew something was off but just didn’t know what my intuition was sensing. I cannot judge because I have been manipulative and quite awful in my past. But, sometimes, my intuition tells me I am being manipulated and that they don’t really care about… Read More And, my bubble is burst again.