I can’t do what I want in my life.

I know that I preach the lets all be free spirits thing but ironically that is something I am not able to be in my offline life. I change my hair and say that I am going to dye it neon pink once it is lifted enough. I get told that I am too old to do that. Excuse me, I am younger than loads of people I know with random colour hair. People don’t take me seriously anyway so that isn’t going to be an issue. I am showing my personality on the outside. I might go out and live it up coming back pregnant too. I haven’t decided yet. I know a few people that are fling good time nothing else types. I always eventually get what I want even if I have to do it in the most chaotic and non traditional ways.