Normal service resumed, strong minded again!

I am not over certain things but I have to not go offline completely. This blog stuff is basically my work and if I am going to try to make money writing I need to keep my name in public. It doesn’t matter what is going on in my personal life. I can’t make money if I am off somewhere feeling hurt and sorry for myself. According to others I am like Adele. I write better when I am hurt. I am more focused rather than pissing about on the likes of TikTok.

I know that I am now stuck here in this area when I have to move. I don’t have the time to wait for the other person to sort their head out, forgive me or whatever. If I begrudgingly move back to my Mum’s I still will detest living down the road from the ex copper who was part of the set up to get me labelled. I also do not forget her making fun of me to her younger more inexperienced colleagues when I was a teenager in a cell before I got sent away. She is a bully and those types don’t change. I have a right to hold on to it … my life took the path it did due to the way she made sure that I got labelled at 18 after years of being traumatised by police involvement. I was just a kid back the but now I will fight back. I refuse to take any shit from people like her and if she or her friend/relative (they look similar so I can’t be sure) that she hangs with I will be opening the floodgates in regards to what crap she did to people when she was a police officer. It doesn’t matter how much time goes by. They would be at least 60 odd now … however, karma has no deadline! Sometimes also those of us who can direct the karma train must do that. I will make sure she gets kicked of the village. I am a writer, creative remember and people could see that right back from when I was young. I have the ability to watch and at the same time pick up little details to use at a later date. Those that led to me being labelled as negative things due to me not being the norm will find out how I will use those details to enact revenge. Once I am done everyone will hate them so much that they will have to leave the county not just the village /town (always been a long going argument as to which category that locality is). I have already based one anthology contribution on what they were doing in the past. Obviously, I had to change the names, even my own part I did not use my own name. But, I am prepared to serve the karma plate up to certain people if that is what is required. I don’t want to stay living in the area I grew up and never wanted to come back. If I must stay then karma must happen even if I have to direct it to the truly awful bullies around here.