Christmas isn’t fun or happy for everyone.

I kind of fell asleep for the whole day. I did make up for my laziness by going for a long walk after I finally got up. I didn’t see daylight again. I will probably have messed my sleep pattern up though only a day after fixing it. I have to get up tomorrow because I do need bits from the supermarket. I can go the gym on the way around my plans tomorrow.

I do get tired this time of year so hopefully come January my energy returns a little. Christmas just reminds me of everything that I can’t have. That used to upset me but now it just emotionally wears me out and all I want to do is sleep.