I was awake most of the night so that may be why I was basically like screw it I am tired today. The only time that my insomnia disappeared was when I had flu for a fortnight. This is my normal and I hate it! I just feel frustrated due to the fact that I… Read More I didn’t want to do anything today.

I also can’t sleep when I am feeling hungry either. I need to get my stomach used to not being full so that it doesn’t stop me sleeping or functioning when I am awake. As long as I drink fluids there is no need to eat a lot. I will have lost pounds in just… Read More I seriously need to not feel hunger.

I want to be happy surrounded by people that I like / love or whatever but as soon as I start making steps in that direction I get so insecure. I start thinking about my past experiences and it makes my anxiety extremely high. Then that kicks my autism behaviours off which tend to end… Read More Then … all my insecurities start to manifest.