I was reluctantly awake every few hours today. I did have plans but after the snow arrived they were not happening due to driving conditions. People are still driving about but not the normal amount of cars are going passed our block of flats. I don’t want to eat. I’m just not hungry. I am… Read More Just… no today… any kind of way.

I didn’t get to sleep until at least half 4 this morning. I was watching casualty briefly while ironing a few things. There was a girl on there who was facing her baby being removed by the services. It brought everything back for me. I was scrolling through TikTok on the forced adoption hashtag. I… Read More Very tired and been an emotional night.