I have never found it this hard to lose weight before.

I used to lose weight so easily. I would be down at least a stone by this point. I am tired most of the time which makes it hard to burn off more weight. I have practically quit alcohol. I drink a little pack a week at the most but last week I could barely drink anything like that. I know there is something wrong with me. The last blood test results the doctors gave me was the most off I have ever had. They forget that now we can see our own results on the system where we log in that we can check numbers etc. Some of those numbers weren’t in normal range but they put most of them down as satisfactory. Well, if I can barely do anything half the time it isn’t satisfactory to me. Also, just because I am a woman doesn’t mean that it definitely my monthlies giving me anaemia. However, this is what doctors assume. The things they gave me made those parts of me worse. I had scans, nothing came back. That doesn’t mean that I am just depressed or mental stress is the reason for it. I am used to mental stress, technically I no longer feel it. I have a thicker skin now that I am a bit older. The day sleepiness is definitely not linked to insomnia now as I haven’t had that for the last week at least. I still have the cold thing slightly. This has been going on for a few years now though. I just want to be able to function normally without ending up worn out. I went for a walk just before it got dark but that will probably wipe me out.

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