I just had the most random dream. Here it is before I forget.

I need to write this down before I fully wake up. This dream was a little random and not particularly pleasant. There was a scene of town celebrations. One of those villages that you see in the country. I was apparently pregnant. The first half of this dream was going through a tunnel that was not dark but dull, there was still light entering. There was an old mid length grey haired man walking around in a full length black coat. He was making growling demonic sounds. Then there was some teenagers being generally stupid, a group of boys and one girl. Then it cut to an electricity wire on top of two wooden poles holding them up. The teenagers and others were walking across them and stood there messing around. Then this giant red double decker bus came driving underneath. It tipped over bring the power lines and everyone else down with it. Later in the dream, the girl from the group came to me bragging about what they had done and saying the driver died. I was briefly riding a bike before all that happened but the demon guy kept spooking me.

Insomnia is a nightmare! The cold weather is also causing me skin problems.

I didn’t sleep again the whole night. I slept most of the day which probably didn’t help. This weather is leaving me with dry chapped skin. That doesn’t help the whole getting to sleep thing. I have a really sore inner thigh where my skin has come off. I keep putting baby powder on it to try to keep the clear fluid draining from it dried. It happened on my walk last night. Things rubbed because my gym leggings kept falling down slightly and the cold temperatures made it chap me. I also sweated which added fluid to the mix. It is so sore now! I can’t even walk without catching it on my other thigh.

I was browsing TikTok earlier and various tarot readings were coming up saying that things are about to change, someone is going to make contact etc. I take them with a pinch of salt. However, if things along them lines are going to happen then right now all I want to do is sleep. I am extremely tired and quite sore. I walked away from everything and took back my power. I don’t intend to give anyone a chance to stroll into my life again after previously leaving it in ruins when I was at my most vulnerable. Sorry but I am just not interested in those kinds of games. I moved on and now certain people mean absolutely nothing to me. I am no longer some lap dog who pines for anyone to be in my life. I have met new people who don’t treat me like crap and who appreciate me for who I am, rather than demanding that I be something I can never be.