I fell asleep in the middle of the discussion where people were invalidating my experiences and aspects of my life. Society doesn’t get to pick and chose what aspects of mental illness it decides to understand and accommodate. This is exactly why most of the prison population had a form of mental illness (saw it with my own eyes so don’t try to discredit me if you haven’t been behind those walls). I explained aspects of my autism which isn’t as clear cut to neurotypicals or those without autism alongside mental health problems. I will not be posting this entry in local groups in case these people come back for round two. I can deal with this crap due to being used to it. Then I had someone dig at me for my weight below an entry where I said that I was too fat for going on TikTok live. Please don’t be a prick to people online purely because you simply do not relate to them or their life experiences. Be thankful that you and those close to you didn’t get these issues which happened to me due to who I am. Do not try to tell me that child services don’t take children for nothing. They take children from those of us that don’t conform to the stereotypes on their tick box list of what constitutes a stable home. I was offered ab abortion by the adult services but I refuses. I was on my own, his father agreed to get me pregnant as long as he had no further involvement. I was told I had to give up my home where I was settled to live with a relative 70 miles away back to where I grew up. I did it as they told me if I didn’t do what I was told. I told them that me living with my mum would never work but I would have lost him at birth if I hadn’t obeyed. I had a malicious reporter in the background hell bent on getting him taken away. I had no chance put in the situation where I was being attacked from all angles.