Month: November 2021

I feel extremely flat today. I didn’t do a lot. I barely slept last night. I have regretted opening myself up to making friends. I am feeling sad and breaking up about my own unresolved issues. That is why I avoid relationships. If someone is mentally breaking that I am emotionally invested in then I…

I have seen the program advertised regarding paddy and christine mcguiness and autism to do with their children and recently christine was also officially diagnosed. I am sure that they do these programs with the most genuine intentions to increase awareness. I just have done the same for years since the age of 17 for…

I wasn’t able to go to the gym yesterday. I made up for missing a session due to the weather conditions. I did 4000 steps pacing in my flat in the early hours of the morning because I couldn’t sleep. I slept well after I did finally sleep at 5 am. I went for a…

I was reluctantly awake every few hours today. I did have plans but after the snow arrived they were not happening due to driving conditions. People are still driving about but not the normal amount of cars are going passed our block of flats. I don’t want to eat. I’m just not hungry. I am…

I didn’t get to sleep until at least half 4 this morning. I was watching casualty briefly while ironing a few things. There was a girl on there who was facing her baby being removed by the services. It brought everything back for me. I was scrolling through TikTok on the forced adoption hashtag. I…