I got up just in time for my tutorial despite not having much sleep. I only just made it for the set time. I was the only one that turned up to the tutorial. That meant I got a one to one session. That was kind of convenient for me due to this tutorial being… Read More I wish I’d had more sleep and felt extremely down today.
I am now officially 34. It has been the same sh*t, different day type vibe only a few hours into the actual date. The cats kidnapped a baby mouse from outside. Its under my bed as I couldn’t catch it because it ran away scared. It won’t survive long as its insides were hanging out.… Read More So much for being another year older, same sh*t, different day.
I will no longer be taking the iron tablets because they’ve made my monthly go back to how it was previously. I had fixed it last month and now its reversed that effort again. I haven’t been able to leave home today because of the severity of my symptoms. I won’t be able to go… Read More I have made a decision after today.
I tried a lymphatic drainage massage today. I feel a lot better already. I did some housework when I got home but I’m just relaxing at the moment. I needed it after my binge which made me ill for days on Monday. She drained my system of all my backed up fluid around my liver… Read More I had a lymphatic drainage massage today 🙂
I am still concerned about having to move. It has kept me awake for months since I found out that my contract wasn’t going to be renewed due to the landlord selling. I still haven’t found anywhere suitable to move. The places in my price range are either snapped up quicker than I can get… Read More I can’t help laying awake worrying ok.
I had to go to my relatives again to do something for them. I should have been home ages ago but it took so long to do their insurance via the comparison site. I know that this all sounds selfish but I feel dragged down by the constant stuff others ask me to do. I… Read More I am fed up. I have no energy left to even tidy / clean my own surroundings.
Insomnia kept me awake to at least half 6 this morning. Then I woke up again at half 7. Then I fell asleep until my alarm went off at 9. Then I had to get up and ready to take the car for its mot. I still haven’t started my monthly properly. It is only… Read More I already don’t want to be awake today.
I overdid the alcohol consumption last night. I’m not used the strength of vodka yet. I miscalculated it and I suffered the next day… even to the point that my eyes are not back to normal yet. Sometimes I don’t realise that I am only 5 ft 3 and built petite. Believe me, that reaction… Read More Things sometimes aren’t a choice, they keep me sane!
I had a bit too much to drink last night. It has made me extremely ill. I am normally better by the evening but I can barely do anything without either being sick or feeling sick. I have barely been able to eat or even drink anything all day. I even threw up a drink… Read More I have been so ill today.
I have been resting with the Cats all day. The weather is awful. I will have to drag ny car off of the grass due to being unable to park in the flat car park again last night. I woke up to news on fb that a long term online friend had passed away at… Read More The weather is like the tone of today in general.