I had to go to my relatives again to do something for them. I should have been home ages ago but it took so long to do their insurance via the comparison site. I know that this all sounds selfish but I feel dragged down by the constant stuff others ask me to do. I never get my own stuff done and only have so much energy available due to lack of sleep caused by my insomnia. I can’t leave my own surroundings in a state, it makes me unsettled. I can’t be everywhere because it isn’t doing me any good.