I just can’t right now.

This is just one of those days where I truly don’t feel too well. I didn’t have much sleep. I think I may have fallen asleep at 5 am. I had to be up by 10 am for an online tutorial. I’m supposed to be going over to a relatives later but I’m just too tired. The 10,000 steps is also something I just can’t face today. I don’t even want to go outside, let alone walk outside. That means being around people. I’m far too tired for that stuff. I could try doing that many steps around my flat but it’s not easy to do that many inside. I said I’d do it so I will try but it may not work. I feel like I’m wasting the weather because the sun is out, albeit it’s getting colder and windy. That is not really something that can be avoided this time of the year. I don’t like being this way. It is just part of my disability. This is the reason why I’d never hold down a job. I just have to be alone sometimes, can’t face going outside and extremely tired.