I am currently feeling the chemicals of the alcohol leaving my body. I think that as I’m angry enough to be brutally honest about why I’m not happy, I can do it now because when my brain is detoxing I feel enough not to hold back. I don’t care about upsetting anyone. Why should I?… Read More I am not going to hold back now.
This week I have drank way too much alcohol and the other chemicals that are contained in WKD. I can’t stop. I don’t even want to stop. But, I know I have to if I don’t want the excess weight. I’ve been fighting both ends of it like a tug of war. I can’t do… Read More I’m failing so badly. I can’t do this tug-of-war anymore.
I’m tired but wasn’t able to sleep again. I need to change my bedding because my allergies are so bad at the moment. I’m uncomfortable which has kept me awake. I am really annoyed at myself for not sleeping. I’m that tired its literally painful to be awake. I don understand why I wasn’t able… Read More I couldn’t sleep again … annoyed at myself!