I basically just had my work rubbished!

I basically just got told that my blog (part of my work) is rubbish! That no one would be interested in it because it’s ‘depressing’. It is the reality that we have to live! However, society expects us to ‘put up’ and ‘shut up’. I’m saying that this reality is no longer okay. Whether we are writing what we have to go through or not. We are still living the reality. This reality cripples me emotionally. I won’t ‘put up’ and ‘shut up’ anymore! I work just as hard as anyone else but my work is never recognised and if it is … that is when it’s seen as negative and not worth acknowledging. I’m rightfully angry. I’m not happy with the life I’ve been forced to endure. I’m absolutely fed up with everything I’ve ever tried to do in my entire life never being good enough! I try so hard until I’m crying but nothing is never enough. The activism gone rogue within the actuallyautistic twitter community isn’t helping my set up. There are too many trouble makers giving those of us that are genuine a bad name. I work too hard to be dragged down by that crowd of idiots. I often wonder if people humor me when they tell me I’m a good writer and that my blog is good. That’s not the feedback that I get from those closer to me.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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  1. I value your blog. It and you are valuable. I am autistic. Thank you.

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