I’m going to ‘make it work’ because …

The plan to come off my medication for good is definitely going to work. I’m narrow minded in the determination to ‘make it work’. This is for the following reasons. I see completing this task as a way to basically metaphorically ‘stick my fingers up’ to those that either failed me, made fun of me or treated me negatively for whatever reason. I point blankly REFUSE to be medicated because others don’t like aspects of my Autism. I’m no longer to prepare to have chemicals in my body due to the way other people’s action towards me caused me depression, anxiety and other mental health issues. It’s not about ‘winning’. It’s more about rising above the bullies, narrow minded idiots and those that wrote me off throughout my life. That, in turn, will be my revenge as I will no longer be stuck in the painful mindset that was inflicted upon me in the past. I will not put up with things I do not deserve any longer. I will not allow any of those in my past to have their own way. I will NOT be their label. I refuse! I’m an adult now… there’s not much others can do about it. I have taken your power over my self confidence… deal with it! I will be medication free, if only to spite those that wrote me off due to my autistic traits throughout my life.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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