Month: August 2021

  • I can’t be repaired. And, the wrongs can never be fixed.

    I say that I’m over what happened with my sons ‘forced’ adoption… enough to consider having another child hoping that the next time works out. I’m not ever fully going to be repaired though. I’m still half too scared to have another baby in case I’m picked on by the uk authorities again. Then there…

  • Things got done and I got sleep… simple.

    I was unable to sleep last night, like most nights at the moment. I got all the documents submitted to the council via their online application portal. That means that I have got the important things done. Then I got some sleep so it’s balanced in an odd way. It’s better than having got nothing…

  • Hidden disabilities: I let the autism hate get inside my head.

    I know that this sounds ridiculous but I’ve only just realised there is a genuine hate towards autistic people within society. I’ve always been open and honest about my disability with everyone I’ve met. I didn’t believe that conscious bias was a possibility. I didn’t understand how people can be intentionally unfavourable to someone who…

  • I’ve had a lazy day.

    I didn’t even get dressed today. I changed pjs because I woke up sweating and had a bath but didn’t bother with day time clothes today. The rain has not stopped for hours. I keep getting that pain in a different part of my boob today. It was at the bottom on and off but…

  • Non disabled people don’t have to put up with this kind of thing.

    I’m doing several things at ones because I got up late so I have to type this quickly. I heard from the council today regarding the housing application. I’m not happy with them. The information that was emailed to me today could have been given to me weeks ago. I sent screenshots of the bank…