Medication is suppose to help someone feel better. I just feel worse when it constantly makes me hungry. Then, even if I go the gym, I end up getting fat. I don’t want my body in a constant stressed state because that attracts weight gain. I’ve lowered the dose tonight to see if I can… Read More I hate myself now. /spooky stuff happened again.
I’m at the gym while typing this entry so it’s going to not be very long. I’m also illustrating that I’m not lazy. I’m exercising with my legs and typing with my hands. Surely this means I’m burning more calories??? Well, back to what I came on to talk about on here. It never ends… Read More I’m so fed up of other peoples assumptions!
I’m actually getting things done now that I’m able to get up during the day. It has felt like a long time since I’ve been able to function this way. The new medication is helping me sleep properly. I didn’t get to sleep until later last night but still woke up by 9 am. It… Read More Actually got things done… I know that’s rare.
I’m aware that there are options relating to the disability discrimination act 2010 which could be used by disabled parents who have had their children taken by social services for the symptoms of their disabilities. Law in theory and reality in the United Kingdom and probably throughout the world are completely different. In an ideal… Read More There are options but not all are widely available.
Mister seemed to be getting better. He had finished his course of medication (antibiotics) but today he has been sick several times. He’s definitely going back to the vets this week. I would have rang them today if it hadn’t been for it being bank holiday. He can’t stay the way he is. He was… Read More Bank holiday Monday hasn’t been great.
I urge people not to share ableist views unless they’re sure that they know what they’re actually talking about. There is always ableism around when the Paralympics are on. Yes, there may be many disabled people overcoming barriers in the competitions but they are only a proportion of people who have disabilities. We don’t all… Read More Ableism hurts when people have no idea what they’re talking about.
I actually slept properly last night. I didn’t drink alcohol and had no problem getting to sleep after my medication. I don’t like this new medication because it constantly makes me hungry. I’ve eaten 3 bags of crisps (us: potato chips) since I got up today. That’s alongside a sandwich for my dinner. I had… Read More I got up at a reasonable time this morning.
I didn’t buy any more alcohol because after consuming 22 little bottles over 5 evenings (bought a pack of 10 on Monday / 12 on Thursday) … 31 units in total. I can’t go near it again because I end up drinking too much. Women are only supposed to drink 14 units over 7 days.… Read More I need to quit alcohol but this process is hard!
I’m fed up of basically working for free. The work I do is the type of things that others get paid to do. I’ve been working for free freelance for over 9 years now. I don’t want to put myself out there for nothing. I may be trying to change attitudes and challenge prejudice but… Read More I want more! Writers earn a lot, I’m getting nothing for that and my mental health activism.
I probably will get told to stop being ungrateful by women who don’t get constant male attention online. I don’t know what the hell is going on at the moment. I was nice to the first half a dozen that added me but it’s too much now. I’m no longer under the influence of alcohol… Read More Wtf is going on at the moment?