Month: July 2021

  • A little note on privilege vs circumstances.

    There are other reasons I do not like my landlord any more as a person … other than the fact they’re selling my home and I have to find somewhere else. He mentioned that his parents fostered children. We all know what types foster children. The ones with privilege and money in regard to their…

  • I don’t want to be awake today.

    I woke up feeling terrible. I didn’t even fall asleep until after 6 am. I woke up about mid day so didn’t really sleep that long. Both cats had joined me so they were asleep next to me when I woke up. We had cuddles and now they’ve gone off to do their own things.…

  • Why ?

    I know that the timing is never right in life for most things. I did want to move at some point but I can barely do life at the moment let alone arrange a whole move. I wish they’d reconsider selling after a few more years. I’m not mentally or physically in the best position…

  • There are things that will stick in my head forever.

    I always talk about having no shame about who you are and the past screw ups you’ve made. That’s easier said than done. I randomly wake up thinking of the unkind things that have been said to me. I know that I should have a thicker skin but I took things to heart easily when…

  • 2 days of no alcohol. Addiction is a continuous battle.

    I’ve managed two days in a row of no alcohol after weeks of falling off the wagon every other day. I managed a whole week before when I first tried to kick the habit. I say that but on the other hand I’m taking a painkiller for my ankle ache which can also be a…