I’ve never experienced this before.

I thought that after I’d slept for at least a few hours last night that this would make me feel better. That’s not happening. I’m still tired and don’t want to get up. I didn’t even have a bath yesterday. I’ve never been this bad even when I was going through the worse times of my life. I don’t understand why I’m not getting my motivation to just do every day life things at the moment. Seriously? This is beyond ridiculous. I thought that not doing barely anything yesterday would help me to function normally afterwards but it’s just as hard to fight the fatigue feeling today. I don’t even like the thought of leaving my home today. I’ve never been one to not go out. I’ve always been the type to want to at least be out for a few hours. The reluctance is like a brick wall today.