I need a break. Addiction is starting to creep back into my days.

I’m hot, tired and fed up of every day life crap. Unless it’s important I’m going to disappear for a few weeks. I need time to chill out and reset myself. I tried to quit drinking but went back to it without being aware of the habit becoming a nightly thing again. I was doing well until it just started getting more regular to the point I wanted stuff every night. The hot weather hasn’t helped. I got thirsty but didn’t drink water etc. Once my skin starts being affected I know that I have to stop the alcohol completely or I’m just going to be drinking the huge amounts that I was before and getting fatter due to the calories stacked in those drinks.