I think I’m melting.

It feels like it’s getting hotter. I feel like I’m melting. It doesn’t help that my monthly has been playing up today. I didn’t even want to get up today. I definitely not going for a walk in this heat. I’m sweating just not moving. I do want to get rid of my lockdown weight but it’s been too hot. I’ve been trying to walk in the evening this week when it has cooled down a little bit. I’ve just had enough today. I’ve had to take a few doses of my medication to control my monthly as it kept flooding. It’s ok now but it’s taken three dosages since last night to finally get it to settle down. It doesn’t stop it though. It merely makes it more easier to manage. There is no cure even with this medication. The other part is always ending up anaemic after it’s over. I have been taking vitamins to try to keep it balanced but it can make my monthly go crazy too. The medication that I’m on isn’t supposed to be long term. I have no choice because the doctors have no other options for me. They’ve done some investigations that have drawn a blank to why it’s not improved. I try to not take my medication unless I need it so I don’t over use it.