I got extremely drunk tonight. I feel terrible but I needed to de stress for the night. It’s been a long week. This country is opening up next week which is literally going to mean that we risk getting sick just by being out of our homes for even a short time. I’m vaccinated but that doesn’t make anyone immune from catching the virus. Double vaccinated people have died recently. I think we are genuinely doomed in regards to trying to avoid the virus. We just have to be careful, live as best as possible and take nothing for granted because we could be extinguished so easily. I know it seems careless but life is all about taking risks. We can’t avoid everything that might be harmful. That is why I no longer play it safe. I never used to drink regularly but after the last year it has become apparent that life is too short to not live to have fun etc.