I have lots of stuff in my head for hours but when it comes to actually saying it I can’t do it. I don’t want to get in the way. I also know what I need to say for my own well-being. I don’t think that now is the time. However, I want it to… Read More Why do I never know what to say?
I’m not being down on myself here. I’m being realistic. I’ve been thinking about things since waking up from my dream earlier. I just don’t think I should go for it. I have thought about all the aspects of the potential issues and it’s far too complicated. I do have some feelings when it comes… Read More Dreams are just dreams… I’m stupid to think that I even have a chance.
I was disappointed to wake up and realise that I had just been dreaming today. In this dream I was for some reason around the car park of the college where I did my GCSEs. In reality I probably never would be hanging around as I left under a cloud after clashing with managers. They… Read More I had a dream again.
I should have known that by sleeping for a lot of hours all in one go would lead to difficulty sleeping tonight. I’ve laid here for hours not being able to sleep. I am tired but it just isn’t happening tonight. I don’t even feel emotions right now. I’m numbed. I haven’t even drank alcohol.… Read More Started my weight loss attempt today.