Private life stays private…

It doesn’t matter how much people try… they won’t get certain things out of me. Information about aspects of my personal life is not something I will speak about in depth. Therefore unless you’re close to me (friend etc) you’ll never know who I fancy or how I feel about anything in particular. I will tease others with ambiguous statements. I owe no one any explanations for how I live my life. Just when you think that you know something. I will click my fingers and put you all off the scent. Regardless of whatever, most of my private life remains strictly guarded. This is the only way to have a life which others can’t ruin by assumption and/or involving themselves. Even if I’ve mentioned something in passing… I will never confirm or deny my feelings. I will show my feelings in person if I see someone I like. I won’t be able to talk to them. That is something I have to work on. I’m afraid to break ice in certain cases. I will be fine once the initial hurdle of breaking the silence instead of staring and nothing coming out of my mouth, or being avoidant.