I have isolated myself after what happened with my son. I know people and family who have children. I just didn’t want to be around them because it hurt me too much. Some of them tried to encourage me to pop in but I just resisted. It felt like life was rubbing salt in my… Read More The worse things about my life. And why being psychic makes it worse.
I have felt like crying all night. I probably didn’t help matters by deciding to have alcohol. I don’t see a future. I just see that the highlights of my life have already gone by and I’m left with just existing until the day I eventually die. I know I’m only 33. I just don’t… Read More Depressed again 😦 / I see no future, just existing.
It’s going to be hotter this weekend. I’m not looking forward to that… it’s already too hot! I had a baby pigeon nearly fly in my window earlier (video below), it went to sit on the fence after head butting the window. He was fine when he got over being stunned. It’s like the wildlife… Read More Randomness in the heat / slept most of the day. Alcohol to forget stuff.