I have caught up today…

I managed to call everyone back and tidy my surroundings today. I found out something that I probably should pass on to my landlord from the council but I’m not going to do so. He told me to shut up and basically get lost so I’m not even going to make the effort to pass it on via text. I’m going to wait until someone contacts me as he said he was passing it over to the letting agency/property management after what occurred the other day. If people wish to be like that toward me I’m not going to be decent. I do enough for people without one little thanks even. I’m fed up of not being appreciated. I normally get everything done that I say I’m going to do when I’m ok. I wasn’t last week. I can’t go into the various details as to why especially with men. It’s not something that you explain to males. I wasn’t trying to be difficult. I’m now going to chose to be difficult because of things he said about me and to me. I may be autistic but I won’t openly take abuse in any shape or form from anyone nowadays. Others don’t realise that words are just as hurtful.

Yes, I was in a mood myself and did attempt to wind him up with certain things I said. It didn’t come from a spiteful place. I’m sure most men realise that at certain times, especially where emotions are concerned, as women we can be quite grumpy and hurtful stuff gets said. They should see the way women kick off between each other. It can get so vicious. Men just have a punch up but we will wipe the floor with each other both vocally and physically. I don’t like physically fighting but I have a way of picking the most hurtful thing I know about the particular person involved in a argument. Then fire it off when I know that someone isn’t listening to my point.