The weather is depressing. I have felt like crap due to monthly issues all day. I have decided to get ready for bed and have an early night. I just got into bed at just after 6pm. I’m just tired and depressed. Sometimes sleeping is the only comfortable thing mentally and physically. I’m hoping that… Read More Early night tonight… the weather sucks and I’m down.

I managed to sort out my laptop issues which was probably the only positive thing that has happened today so far. I woke up needing to literally have a bath because my monthly was that bad. There was no way that I could have got all that mess off of me without getting in the… Read More Today has been a struggle. As far as my long term circumstances are concerned, technically I’m screwed.

I have gone through the things I’ve done either accidentally or purposefully. I have come to the conclusion that it isn’t wrong to feel broken and needing a friend. I will not be made to feel bad about reaching out for friends. I am sure that is all that I’ve ever done. I’m just never… Read More Being broken and in need of a friend is not wrong.