I’m up because I didn’t go back to sleep.

I made myself get up before I fell asleep again today. I’ve been awake since 5 am so it feels like evening to me. I need to get painkillers because my neck is so stiff that I cannot move it properly in one direction. I don’t know what I’ve done tour but this has been there for a week now. I can still feel the bone aching in my ankle so definitely got to get that seen to if it doesn’t stop hurting soon. I managed to stop my neck hurting last night for a few seconds so I think I may have trapped something. I had the vaccine four days before my neck started playing up. Maybe we are all turning into zombies now. Remember they have predicted a zombie apocalypse this year. Many of us has had the vaccine end of last year beginning or this… chill out I’m playing … I hope. I do feel like a zombie today because I hardly slept. I can’t even feel the benefit of the little sleep I had last night at this point. I can’t go to sleep as it will mess up my pattern again. I then won’t be able to sleep at night again. The place is also a tip so it needs tidying and cleaning.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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