The morning after the vaccination…

I don’t feel so adversely affected by side effects this time. It’s now early afternoon and have only just woken up because I needed sleep. I can hear the weather outside; rain and wind most of the day but it finally seems to be sunny. I heard the wheely-bins blowing about last night. The drainpipe has come apart on the outside of the flats. That has been annoyingly blowing against the wall the entire time the wind was gusting strongly.

In the meantime, the cats have given me a huge mess to sort out; I heard them messing up the litter tray. They don’t just use it, they scratch the newspaper underneath and start shredding it.

I have my university EMA to finish. I’ve nearly finished question one. I haven’t even attempted question two yet. I don’t want to do it but I am making myself complete this module. I’m definitely not wanting to continue with it because every time I do the work I realise how much it makes me feel like crap. I didn’t expect it to be an easy subject to study. The fact that it actually makes me stressed is why I am quitting at this level. I feel bogged down by studying. I like to be free and that makes me feel tied down. I am tired all the time; I’m just too tired to study.

I’m glad that I don’t have vaccination side-effects this time. The first time I felt it badly. I kept feeling cold, my monthly was a week late and my arm hurt. I don’t even have an ache in my arm where I was injected this time. I had a bit of a headache this morning but when I woke up it was gone.