I sincerely hope that I’m not the only one feeling certain things tonight. The cats are even acting a bit odd so I know I’m not imagining stuff. They are both a lot quieter than normal and have no interest in going outside. I have sore skin but that could just be me with allergies etc. There is barely any noise outside. It’s eerily quiet. I could only hear the nearby train crossing siren going off. Occasionally it is very quiet after a certain time around here. However, tonight it just has an odd feeling to it. I’m not sure what it is but the cats can definitely feel whatever it is too. I have felt it earlier today too. Colours are more vivid than normal. I just can’t understand what is ‘different’. I definitely know I’m not insane. I heard my name being said earlier when I was half asleep. I didn’t think anything of it. It didn’t freak me out because it was during the day.
I’m used to certain things with my gifts (well I see them as a curse) so it takes a lot to make me start to wonder. I have made it clear to the spirit world that I will never be a medium. I don’t mind feeling/sensing things but I do not want to hear stuff. That is my line… hearing stuff just scares me. I hear my name from time to time but I would be petrified for that side to develop. It might have been my dad saying Emma earlier as it was a male voice. I see him in dreams occasionally and that isn’t a problem. He knew that I could pick things up when he was alive.
I don’t think the feelings I’ve got tonight and the eerie quietness outside is on a personal level. I cannot be the only one picking it up. I know others have the same abilities. The cats are even confirming my suspicions due to the way they’re acting out of character.