I have been watching the news about various celebrities being called out on their conduct. That is absolutely fine but it’s started to go too far beyond giving someone a reprimand for being an abuser. Cancelling their productions isn’t fair. Everyone has to make money and that industry is difficult in regard to the fact… Read More Unpopular opinion alert…

I didn’t get better. I only learned to accept the dark painful parts of life. I had to do that otherwise I’d get depressed about so much of my life which I can never change. I’m not free from my personal hell which regularly takes over my mind. The past never truly goes away. The… Read More I learned to embrace the darkness.

I’m not able to sleep so I will post this before I forget because I keep meaning to do so. I know that someone visits this blog. I can feel it with my natural psychic intuitiveness and can also see it via technology. The stats on my site do not specifically say who the visitors… Read More I know ok. Please can we put the past behind us.

I still slept during the day today but got up a few hours earlier. I went out for a few bits to get out the house. I didn’t get out at all yesterday. I have just finished writing notes for my last assignment of the year for my open university module course. That sounds quite… Read More Sleep pattern better but not fixed yet.

I was comfy so I slept the entire day. I woke up about 5 in the afternoon. I didn’t go out for a walk today as I had a bath and did some housework after I finally got up. I have a migraine so I’m most likely off balance in regard to my body day/night… Read More Slept during the day equals no sleep at night.

I may talk about lots of things on this blog. However … none of you truly know me. You never see my daily reality. I have spent most of the night picking my skin. I probably have dents in my face because I’ve done it that regularly recently. I read that it can be a… Read More No one really understands ok.

I know that I’m worn out but never quite felt like this before… it’s much worse than all the other times I’ve reached burn out point. I feel like sleeping 24/7. I had to force myself to get up for hairdresser appointment today. I only lasted a few hours before I had to go to… Read More Has anyone felt too tired to actually live life?

I’ve literally have had one of those days. I put a new top on which i realised wasn’t flattering around the waist area. I look in the mirror and just plainly feel fat because I’m not used to being curvier yet. I shouldn’t have these types of top on until I have exercised the fat… Read More Today has been completely horrendous. But… tidy hair.

I would just like to clarify a few things regarding the article I agreed to appear in this month. I don’t think it’s come across correctly. I’m definitely not looking for anyone… also I’m not lonely. The article was not meant to come across like I wanted to meet someone because I was lonely. I… Read More The autism awareness/acceptance month article… can I clarify a few things?

I tried to burn the candle at both ends and now am suffering for that decision. I woke up with W raging migraine. I managed to get nearly all my notes written for my final TMA/ema. I did have a few alcoholic drinks to keep me going so maybe that wasn’t a good idea. I… Read More I’ve had better days.